busy.

yeap. i'm still busy with the assignments. i eat improperly, and i don't get enough sleep. and i'm going to throw up, again. *sigh* please excuse me.

well, i was doing one of the assignment while i'm writing this blog. i haven't check my emails for a week, unless it's got something to do with the assignments. :( i haven't had the time to update the blog. i have been ignoring calls and messages from friends. and so on.

the negative side, i feel really tired from times to times. and i nearly fainted in front of the toilet two days ago. alhamdulillah, i managed to get up and handle myself. yes, that bad. i'm not in a good mood these days and i try really hard to have at least a smile on my face.

the positive side, i did learned some things. by keep on seeing the lecturer, i know my mistakes here and there. i know the shoulds and shouldn'ts in doing a research. hey, this might help if i'm going for master or doctorate. *as if!* but on second thought, who knows. :)

p/s for the boyfriend: a big thanks for the support and care. thanks for making me smile and laugh. thanks for always being there for me. i really appreciate that. seriously. :) *hughug*

p/s for the family: i really missed all of you. the old us. hey, no matter how rough your day would be, can you at least put a smile on your face? :( it would really made my day.

i'm out of idea. i should sleep now. lets forget the rest.